How to save my relationship with my boyfriend?
Me and my boyfriend will be together 1 year December the 13th. And he is truely the best thing that has ever happen to me. He helps me with my kids, does not uses me or abuse me, very supportative that I am going to school. My car breaks down he lets me use his. . we can be fighting and he is still right there for me.
The proublem is me I am biopolar – I am extreme ups and downs. When I have my extreme downs I do implovisive things such as going threw his phone and hacking his email. Yes, I have real bad trust issues ( I was raped as a child. ) Even thow I never find nothing I still do it. . then I punished myself by hurting myself!!
He says he’s tired and its not working. I do have an apt December 10th to get on anti-depressents. And we just started councling. I love him so much.
One of his female friends says I am thinking about noone but myself and I need to let him go. Says their is women waiting for him to be single. I need to stop playing with his emotions and so on.
How do I save this relationship. . .do I really let him go? Is it to late for councling? And is he staying because he wants to or does he really want to go?
I begged him just try to stick it out til I get on anti-depressants next month. . .I tell him that it will get better.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!
But, sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve a man as good as he is. Because, I know I am sick. . and I stress him out.
He tells me all the time he wants whats best for me and no I am not looking at him as a "CURE" for my sickness. . no man can make you feel good about yourself if you don’t already feel good about your self. I could see leting the relationship go if we only been together for only one or two months. . but, we have already invested one year into this. . already started talking about marrage and kids. . are relationship id really good I do nothing wrong until my good old period comes along. . They said its was PMDD I had but, meds didn’t help with that. Then but, an IUD in me or boy the depression got so bad I tried taking my on life. Its so sad because he can tell now when I am about to get into a down. . . I am so extremely hyper the week before. I know anti-depressents ain’t goning to work over night. And he does go to my councling apt with me last month it was all about me and my proublems, when I go next month he wants to talk about our relationship proublems. I know its hard on him